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Acts of Service

A Novel

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A “bold and unflinchingly sexy” (Vogue) debut novel about a young woman who follows her desires into a world of pleasure, decadence, and privilege, unraveling everything she thought she knew about sex . . . and herself.
 
“One of the most entertaining books about sex I’ve ever read . . . The perfect read for fans of Raven Leilani and Ottessa Moshfegh, this is a book that will have people talking.”—BuzzFeed
“A sex masterpiece.”—The Guardian
A Kaia Gerber Book Club Pick • Named One of the Best Books of the Year by The New Yorker and The Hollywood Reporter
“Anytime I want, I can forsake this dinner party and jump into real life.”—Eve Babitz
Eve has an adoring girlfriend, an impulsive streak, and a secret fear that she’s wasting her brief youth with just one person. So one evening she posts some nudes online. This is how Eve meets Olivia, and through Olivia the charismatic Nathan. Despite her better instincts, the three soon begin a relationship—one that disturbs Eve as much as it enthralls her. 
As each act of their complicated, three-way affair unfolds across a cold and glittering New York, Eve is forced to confront the questions that most consume her: What do we bring to sex? What does it reveal of ourselves, and one another? And how do we reconcile what we want with what we think we should want? 
In the way only great fiction can, Acts of Service takes between its teeth the contradictions written all over our ideas of sex and sexuality. At once juicy and intellectually challenging, sacred and profane, Lillian Fishman’s riveting debut is bold, unabashed, and required reading of the most pleasurable sort.
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    • Library Journal

      December 1, 2021

      Young, queer, and Brooklyn-based, Eve has an adventurous streak that leads her to post nude photos of herself online. This is how she meets sly Olivia and through Olivia the magnetic Nathan, and they form a triangle allowing them--and the author--to explore sex, desire, and identity. From a former fiction reader for The New Yorker; film rights sold.

      Copyright 2021 Library Journal, LLC Used with permission.

    • Publisher's Weekly

      March 21, 2022
      Fishman’s alluring if punctilious debut poses questions about sex, sexuality, and power via the story of a young woman’s exploration of desire. Eve, 27, a bisexual waitress living in New York City who had previously chosen to sleep exclusively with women, posts some nudes on an online message board without her girlfriend’s knowledge. When a woman named Olivia messages her and asks her to meet up, Eve does, and she is soon embroiled in a torrid affair with the upper-class Olivia and Nathan, a tall, hetero, 30-something investment banker Olivia was already sleeping with, who gets off (and gets them off) on erotic passages from his book collection. Eve begins to question the power dynamics of the threesome after she learns that Olivia works for Nathan; she also wonders about the politics of her heterosexual lust: “So I’m supposed to think I can’t damage myself, that things don’t hurt me, if I choose them, if I see them clearly? Isn’t that just the deepest submission to power?” The prose is smooth and smart, and the sex scenes elicit maximum titillation, but the result, which conforms to contemporary sub-dom lifestyle dynamics as the narrator explores her conflicting desires, ultimately feels more tame than transgressive. Fishman has a great deal of talent, though this feels a lot like 50 Shades of Grey for the Ivy League set. Agent: Dan Kirshen, ICM Partners.

    • Kirkus

      April 1, 2022
      Posting a naked selfie online leads Eve into a fraught m�nage � trois with Olivia and Nathan, a wealthy couple with secrets of their own. A 20-something bisexual in a fulfilling and happy relationship with a woman, Eve finds herself thrust down the dark, twisted, and sometimes frightening path of desiring a man's attention. Along the way, she becomes obsessed with Nathan, by turns jealous and protective of Olivia, and distant from Romi, her devoted girlfriend of many years. When the sexual games that Nathan and Olivia are playing result in a legal dispute with a third woman, Eve must face her own complicity, the true nature of her relationship with Nathan, and the lengths she is willing to go to protect him. A coldhearted, unflinching, and unromantic chronicle of sexual exploits, emotional manipulation, and, above all, power, this debut novel explores the unconscious desires that can unravel a person's very sense of self. Eve notes that her desire for Nathan's attention is, in part, born out of envy for his emotional independence: "I wondered how I could get what he had--absolute freedom, a life of embodied prowess, in which I might float through a landscape of love and sex without promising myself to anyone." Reminiscent of Sally Rooney's work, this challenging--and often disturbing--exploration of sex, bodies, narcissism, and a culture that no longer values sincerity is tonally darker and rife with cruelty. When Nathan tells Eve that he knew just what she wanted without asking, she is struck not by the intimacy of the statement but "the soft hush of certainty" in his words. But is this submission to a man what she really wants--or is it what she's been convinced, all her life, that she deserves? An evocative exploration of desire and sexuality, this dark debut will cause readers to question the very nature of consent.

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